Date:   7/16/2004 1:19:41 AM ( 21 y ago)
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Gehna,

I have only been studying astrology since 1999. I had always known what other people's signs were and had been compiling an energy-database in my head subconsciously before that - but I never in a million years thought I would study it - I didn't even know there was anything to study! Had no idea there were more planets than just the basic 'sun sign'...no idea at all.

I had been working as a waitress at a cafe with a great group of people and this one girl went to an astrologist...I couldn't believe it! (?) I talked to her about her reading and it sounded sooo fascinating I thought: I should see what this is about...? But I felt nervous and as though 'I shouldn't' somehow...like it was weak or something...(?)

Well...I went on my birthday in December 1998 and when I walked out of that hour and a half session I honestly felt like the top of my head had been opened right up to the Universe and it was all flowing in!! It was unbelievable....how could he have known that my father left when I was 10? Just that tidbit of information made me realize the WEB that exists betweeen all of us! I kept thinking: the implications...the implications...! He was bang on the nose about soooo many things in my life - I even cried (and I'm not a cryer)...

Anyway...after that experience I just thought: I HAVE to figure this out! So I did...all my friends and family went to him and I got to listen to the tapes afterwards and make correlations while looking at their printed out charts...it started me on my way...

I feel like I was an astrologist in a past life, though, actually - because it came so quickly and easily to me. I had a past life memory of being an alchemist in Prague (I lived there for a couple of years before I was into astrology...turns out it was the astrology capital of the world in the 16 hundreds!) - where I knew astrological energies and related it to my alchemical experiments....this time I use it more in a psychological, people-oriented way (instead of just plants and minerals...)

Anyway, I have transformed sooooo much since then....my whole family sees it. It was actually Pluto that had the biggest influence on me...because Pluto came to conjunct MY Sun and Venus in Sagitarrius for quite a few years from 1999 on. So there is an example for you of the death/rebirth of an individual. I went through it big time!

You are wondering if Pluto could reeeally be a healing influence (it's just that the healing energy is there for you to use if you want to....pluto doesn't cause anything to happen against your desire). Well, I will tell you that one of my aunts has been in bed for about 10 years straight with Chronic Fatigue. She is a Sagitarrius and with transiting Pluto in Sagittarius I had been waiting for Pluto to FINALLY sit upon (conjunct) her Sun in hopes that the healing energies would help her (although after so long one wonders...). Well! We are all sooo pleased that she has made amazing leaps and bounds in her health these last couple of years ...she can now walk down her stairs, spend more than 5 minutes with someone by her bedside talking and she is planning on going out to a restaurant with my mom in September!! This is HUGE!!!

The healing power of Pluto...she is coming back to life...

I DO believe, Gehna that this transit will heal you. Of course you want to be healed and you can reeeally use the energy or not - it is up to you. Being aware of the death/rebirth aspect of Pluto and the amazing regenerative forces is excellent.

Yes, my dream at 23...looking back I have always marked my life by my inner experiences and not my outer experiences...the seed of me now was definitely planted back then...but I really only 'awakened' in 1999 and 2000 (2000 was soooo consciousness-expanding for me)...

Thanks for asking, Gehna.

love Tracey
 

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