Date:   7/14/2004 5:08:12 PM ( 21 y ago)
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ok, this is all too freaky!

Well, yes, I feel like I am dying over and over again.
Really, the mind is like this too. Lyme dieoff yes.

Yes, I can see what you are saying... and I will gladly ;) let the old self die. Never was my true self anyways. Know this... as I have been healing.

My true self is like the child I had or have suppressed.

All of my dreams have been helpful. ALL have been correct...
just worry about the spirokete, but am thinking it is ok, cause... I jusst feel this.

Also, I had it tested... at my ND;s months ago, I was so sensitive to it, he said to not taek it. I did not.
I had not had the dream yet... to take it. anyways...
I was at that time on lyme antibitoics.... then, about 2 months later, went to see ND again, tested the spirokete... it was much better for me, not totally ok, but way better. I then had the nurse densitize me to it, which is quite unreal, but works.

I later had a dream telling me the cure for lyme was at Kroeger Herbs. It did not tell me the name... of the product and I think I know why, CAUSE! there are two names for this product, they were just in the process of a product name change, and I did not know it, found out later. I ordered it in, and sometimes got the same product, but had a different name on it.
Odd eh?

Anwyas, I later had a dream, or message while dozing... that I was to take the spirokete, it said that in the dream.

So, maybe things are ok. I think so.


ALSO, when I ws 27, before I was sick... I was at work, a so so job... very unhappy at it... and a psychic... a man that worked in the building, had lunch in the same lunchroom... came in one day and sat down at the lunch table... it was only he and I in the lunchroom. I never wanted to be around this man, cause I knew he coudl read me I felt it... I was unhappy, and did not want anyone to know it, not even him.

WELL, he sat down and I said.. I dont like to sit near you... he laughed... I said, really, I dont.. .cause I know you can see right through me, and read me, I feel this. He said...
why are you here? at this job? you are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo creative he said, I said, how do you know?? he said, I know. I said, this is why I dont like to sit near you. I hate my life right now, so I dont know .... just dont know. he said... well, something is going to happen to you, and you are going to find yourself... and you will not know who you are... and not just that, others that you know and know you... will be astounded.

You will find yourself he said. At that time, it was soo errie what he said... I knew something was going to happen. Just did not knwo what and when. I was just starting to get ill from lyme... emotions a wreck, physical health, ok, but not great. I was 27-28.

Anyways, I had forgot about this psychic saying this... and later, when I thought I was goig to die... about one year ago from lyme, I remembered this... and my vision and HUNG the heck on to it, cause I thought... hey! I cannot die, the psychic said I was going to find myself... and the vision, I would not have that would?> if I was going to die?

Well, as time went on, and I killed lyme, I became a different person, then over and over near death experiences also had a profound affect on me, changed me.

SO, this is quite interesting... this whole thing.

I spoke to me Dad the other day, I live with the parents... told him about a dream I had, he kinda listend... then I said, you dont believe in this kinda stuff do you>? he said no. I ssaid, you dont believe in visions do you? he said no.

So I thought, geez, I am SUCH A NUT to believe in this, got depressed, went into room, sat there. thought about things, then thought, hey! wake up lady, you did not ask for all this... it is happening, it is reeal, you have been and are being helped... from sources you know really nothing about. It is hard to believe, but it is happening. There was no other help for you, and something came to you, saved you.


I was happy again.

So, that is it.

thanks kind lady, :)

Gehna

 

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