Date:   3/6/2004 7:33:37 AM ( 20 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=504308

I consider myself a pacifist yet last night,

I was in a military battle protecting a position after midnight...the enemy combatants were surrounding us.I never saw the "us" but we were trapped...so I flew out of my body and went behind the enemy combatatants and thrust a bayonet into them to kill them...I went from one enemy and flew into the night...to another...snd another...It was so real...I have never killed anyone in a dream before and I thought nothing of it at the time...I felt and heard the crushing flesh and bones... What a terrible way to have a flying dream... This dream does not match my pacifist nature...and I can't seem to understand why I felt no remorse for killing those enemy combatants in my dream? But I do now and I woke up thinking I need to purchase a shotgun & a pistol. Disturbing thoughts.
 

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