Date:   6/29/2004 9:31:32 PM ( 21 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=498991

Hi Tracey,

Yes, I got your message, I thought I had responded.

Well, I deeply feel at this time that the candida and lyme... are very much contributing to a distorted mind in me.
I believe I am getting more sound mentally as I heal the lyme, and the candida... and the messages that I have recieved
have both astounded me and opened me up... to a more vibrant being. I am so grateful for these messages. there were and are times that I have sobbed for hours, so deeply happy and grateful... cause these messages are saving my life. I sometimes hesitate to post anything cause I have been superstisious a good part of my life, but thought, heck, why not, if they are not to be, well, then there is something else that is meant for me. I TRULY hope... that everything will just keep getting better for me.
I was reading my journal, and just cannot believe how sick I had gotten from lyme disease about 6 months ago. I was soooo ill my body was shutting down. I lay there in bed hour after hour wanting to die, from being so ill. I begged GOD to let me die, and had I had the guts I would have taken my life... I am no weakling, but I could not take it in the mind and body anymore... but for some reason... I could never do it, the knife by my wrist would not cut. and so I prayed .... and here I am.

I know... that stress... did me in. but lyme and candida were also causing me to be stressed. And I know... that I was meant to learn that lesson, so.. in the future... my life... will be... what I want it to be. I believe the power is within me, and I have never used it to its full extent, not even half of it. And.. I have to say, I believe, this nightmare... of mine all these years, was a gift, and if I was strong enough... I would... become the woman I was meant to be.
BUT, if i had to do it all over again Tracey, I would not do it all over again. It was too much.

What kept me going, was reading about others.


Gehna




 

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