Date:   4/12/2004 11:51:59 PM ( 20 y ago)
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Whaaaaaaat? The triple burner and it overlays and makes sense?
yes. whatever it was those colors just meant SOMETHING to me. That is something I will never forget how those colors flowed from me and gave me perception. I will let you know if anything resonates. I did have some health insights too.

Alison stuck between the worlds makes me wonder because it was precarious not like a balance but she said she was not scared. My being stuck seemed related to my fear because when I let go to the experience(let go of fear) I broke free. I did not see it as commentary on any other status but perhaps it was multifaceted?.

I was very stressed when I took those first trips. But yeah I have never seen the b/w motiff with salvia so that must be specifically for her understanding.

I sleep where the sun can hit my pineal now so I feel more refreshed these days with less snooze time. I used the complete dark trick to get extra sleep but it caused sluggishness iike an affective disorder. I need light!

<<<<<<"You're bogged down with the frustration of not being able to bridge the gap between your Ideal and Actual selves" woah"<<<<<< big woah!! huh? thats all of us to varying extents too. And the unexpected crisis. That is exactly what it takes. I have had that crisis also in the past 2 weeks. I know it will make me stronger so I began to treasure the crisis (for growth) not for the pain it causes.

So the first game sounded dramatically different in that you were shown to be existing in that resting place of safety before stepping out again into the challenges and growth periods.

<<<<<>>>>>>>> isn't it amazing when you begin to understand what that oft overused and cliche phrase really means?

I just reqad the last paragraph. And It all came together that sounds neat. I have no idea what that game is but yeah gotta play it. That is a blessing the way it progressed for you. I feel like I am navigating this physical in pain and afflictions. aS i told gracey though the water bearer always comes and gives me some pure water to keep me going until I completely bridge and ascend and descend the stairway to heaven at will.

We'll have to play together for sure.
Always in support A

 

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