Date:   4/12/2004 9:16:30 PM ( 20 y ago)
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Hmmm I was mostly called to the deeper stages where I could not move. 2-3 times I did lighter dose and had no problem with discernment I had no urge to venture anyway as I was the totality of everything anyway. The first time I had a big sign that said you smoked salvia! It was not necessary as I had a better time on the floor and outside my body anyway.

I had some fears at first and when I came out of the first repeating phase I swallowed more to get back and figure it out I was freaking but I was curious. Because I did not fully let go perhaps I was trapped. I worked through it.

SOme lighter non trances have been interesting. I feel like I really understand people and music lyrics in a whole new light
I am UNDERSTANDING for the very first time. I tell myself that I must pay more attention when I am not on salvia so as to have this UNDERSTANDING. It bugs me that I hear someone on tv or radio talking straight to my soul and I later interpret it as just regular music or commercialization. Makes you feel like your senses are mixed up although you perceive the mixing as more reality based than consensus.

I am being reminded of the existing between breaths on an almost daily basis now in comforting ways it is or at least is becoming reality.

I have no plans in near future right now i will be patient for the call again I know it will come though.

I appreciated your sharing also alison. Ever since I saw you in my dream and added to the venus forum I feel a connection with you also

loveA

 

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