Date:   4/20/2005 4:34:24 PM ( 19 y ago)
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Dear Andreas,

You made a comment to me that got me thinking - some are dealing with multiple relationships because of elevated karmic clearing - accomplishing many clearings in one life. This would apply individually as well. I feel like I have so many role lessons to experience - maturing oneself while raising a family while being in a marriage while establing a spiritual foundation while expressing my calling in life. It can feel like many lives at once...?

I have had another emotional breakdown in which I felt emotional pain, severe sense of isolation, seperation and abandonement, basically. Very intense. I was calling out for my divine self. I wanted to 'feel'. It's energetic I think, not physical. In 'reality' the connection is never lost, just my perception. So a change in perception would bring change in my feelings....I am improving my ability to 'be' happy...to exert my choice in the matter.

And I'm probably processing guilt from some past actions/past life.

There is no quick answer for this, it is a whole self-fulfilling life transition that I am seeking but would you comment? Am I processing some very deep past life guilt or something? - it is just so intense when these breakdowns come on.

Thanks
Love
Lori
 

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