Date:   7/28/2003 5:52:58 PM ( 21 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=452471

thanks so much friends.
I really feel helpless here. I feel like I've digged myself a whole with no way out of it. It's hard to beat someone who knows all of your weakest points. This is the only love I have known and it is so hard to get out there and trust. Every relationship I am in she is always in the midst of it..telling them things, trying to gain their interests. It's very hurtful and I just don't feel like im on the same level as others. Everytime we talk about it she says I'm being disrespectful which is not true. It feels like pure evil and I don't want any part of it! I left the house for a summer job and she did know that I would try to break away , she did tell me if I did return sh e would preform voodoo. While I was away she treatened me for all the money I had. you see this was my very first time having a bank account, so I didnt know about the bank statments. I didnt know they were being delivered at home . She would open them and demand half and wanted what I spent or she would come and do whatever it takes. You know saying all of this makes me wonder out loud why am I still here!!. I am tired of the mind poison..my question is this..I know she will always do this to me. Is it wrong to seperate myself from her, never to call, never looking back? Is that a sin?

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