Date:   3/30/2003 2:51:53 PM ( 21 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=451857

Hi Debby,

Can you express what the suffering is? Is it from a physical illness...or deep sorrow from loss...helplessness or hopelessness? I know I am bracing myself right now for some losses in my life. Losses involving the suffering of someone I love. I can't say that the suffering is for a higher purpose or reason in this case. Its a reflection of the ground we live on. People get sick, they suffer greatly and may die horrible deaths... I see no great spiritual thing in that....I don't even see it as a test of my faith. All I see is that I am going to run to God and hold on as tight as I can and He is going to hold my hand and walk me through it. Sometimes it may feel like I am crying non-stop because of the loss forever...maybe my tears could even fill up several baby jars... maybe I don't feel comforted but when I hang on comfort comes. It may happen with God's voice comforting...who knows..but it happens. I do not see how people get through tragedy without God. I see people blame Him but I don't understand it. We live on Earth and its clear to me that we have good and we have evil. We have a free will. We have sickness and death. We have poverty and we have wealth. No one escapes it. We are going to have a lot in this life and a cross to carry. Its how we carry it and how much we allow God to carry.
Can you share some more about yourself?


 

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