Date:   9/7/2003 1:59:39 PM ( 21 y ago)
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Rudy....

Well, I won't interpret your dream in the traditional way because I think your intuition is saying that it's prophetic?

I haven't quite examined the dream that I had this morning...but when I look over it I see Transformation symbolism. It is quite something. I do believe that we are all shifting internally...(and your dream could be about that too)

The first part of the dream took place in a Hotel room. I looked in the deep, low cupboard and saw, to my surprise, that stuff that I had left in this hotel YEARS ago was still there. Actually, each time I came to this hotel, I had left more stuff in this deep, dark cupboard. I looked through the stuff and saw all these past memories, mementos. I couldn't believe that they were STILL THERE! (past garbage/baggage) That the hotel staff hadn't thrown them all away over the years...hmmmm. (so that's pretty obvious eh? This is what is happening right now to people, it seems! We're able to see our pastbaggage more clearly now (yours: Self-Love & Relationships with Others issues..Giving/Receiving Love. Remember that Love just IS. It is neither given nor taken; rather it is simply discovered and allowed)....and this is 'Back-Space' stuff. Our Shadow. Past 'stuff' that we thought we left behind, but is still sticking to us. NOW is the time to free ourselves from this! Simply UNCHAIN yourself....step out of this old skin. (*being aware of your BackSpace can help this process...breathing energy into your backspace, walking backwards...stuff like that*)

Anyway! From the Hotel and seeing the unsightly Past Stuff that I thought had dissappeared but hadn't!...I went back to an old place that I worked, "King Solomon's Studio Cafe" (biblical! ha. words are interesting...) and where one wall had been a solid rock wall, now there were windows. Floor to ceiling windows! It was wild. It had been Renovated (Oh YAY! This Space is representing ME...my Self...my Body). Totally modernized. Now there was more Light and Transparency (non-attachment...a little detachment because being transparent means less ego-attachment...?). I was shocked by the Change, but thought it was pretty cool.

But then I saw that it was part of a Mall now (ick!)...and the renovators had made the Mall go right through the middle of the Cafe! So the tables by the front window and the small kitchen at the back were seperated by mall people walking this way and that! I was a little appalled at the design. (oh shit...I think this is about my Body functions. Eating, digestion...I'll have to think about this. It's FOR SURE about my body/digestion process)

THEN (sorry this is so long, but I may as well get it all down, now) I walk out into the Mall with my old boss (who I still know and lives in Chinatown too...he's Scottish and an artist) and we're like 2 fishes out of water here. But we explore in a cerebral kind of way. (hmmmm.....) Then we see Laird (another Scottish man) and we talk to him. Then...a strange red and green rubbery-looking LIZARD shows up and starts skittling over the infoDesk and onto the mall floor. It's about 5 feet long (and looks like a rubbery-chewy penny candy! but large and kinda freaky). It's tail is red and it morphs into green halfway up it's body. Kind of see-through. James and I think: we'll leave this for the mall security people. We go over to see what it's doing now and it's up on this counter flipping this camoflauge net over it's body with it's head and tail! It's trying to camoflauge itself. (uh-oh) (Lizard=past too doesn't it? Primitive, reptilian brain? My PastGarbage doesn't want to be seen or looked at, so I've camoflauged it?? yikes). Then Laird comes over and uncovers it and puts his arm around it to lift it and takes it away to security. (oh shit)

James and I soon find out that Laird has died! He was poisoned through the skin by this lizard. Hmmmm. (here's death/rebirth transformation symbolism - must think about that more)

THEN, as the finale I am skating along on skates downtown on the sidewalks and crossing streets SuperFast. I have a toy red/yellow wagon that I am pulling with my right hand. It's a bit awkward because I get off-balance because of it. (it pulls me one way, so I compensate - uh-oh. Plastic Wagon is from Childhood - the Past AGAIN! - childishness? something from my childhood has me not in balance and awkward (well, THAT is obvious) But then as I scoot along, quite exhilaratingly, I realize how to use this wagon and I hold it out to the side so that I'm kind of like a tripod (3 - Triangle? Resolution of Duality??)...and all-of-a-sudden I feel balanced! (holy jesus) Not awkward at all.

Has something shifted inside me?

Must think about this more...

So...Rudy...this is a turbulent time, yes! Allow the Changes. Make space in your Heart for ALL aspects of your Self! You have to love you WHOLE self. Don't worry about how all those aspects of yourself will get along...when you embrace them all, they will melt into One You. You ARE Prepared. All you have to do is open your heart...

loveTracey


 

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