Date:   10/27/2004 10:28:53 PM ( 21 y ago)
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Greetings all:
Three years ago, I didn't realize this at the time, I was going through some extremely hard times. Basically, it was the lowest of low points for me physically. I was eating gluten (protein found in wheat, barley, etc). Anyhow, I was not absorbing my B vitamins properly. Anyhow, after a couple months of racing thoughts, constant suicidal thoughts, and having my body constantly in a fight or flight response, I tried to commit suicide. I have multiple scars to this day, which are still partly visible. To someone not familiar with this, it sounds so foreign. I remember when I was in the ER. I remember the people saying, "he's such a good looking kid, what a shame." This still haunts me. Even after three years, I'm still haunted with the thoughts of the incident. That truly was the bottom for me. But, three years later, I'm in school, with prospects for a good job in about six months. My health has improved dramatically, and I really do enjoy life. I'm still working on a candida overgrowth, but I know how to do it, I'm just waiting for the medicine to come.

For all who have been through this, it's not an easy road.

I still have lingering thoughts in my mind today about my suitability for marriage. It really delivered a blow to my self esteem. However, it was a turning point in the way I approach my health and diet.

Peace to all those who wrestle with these thoughts.
M.
 

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