Date:   11/5/2005 8:10:22 AM ( 20 y ago)
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"At this point I think maybe if I died tomorrow I would not go to heaven because I dont have this kind of love for him and still have some unforgivness in my heart"

i am sure that some others will respond, but very importantly please do not feel that you have to be perfect to go to heaven. if you have sincerely accepted christ as your saviour his righteousness covers you. dying tomorrow, you WOULD go to heaven if you made that sincere decision for him.
we are all growing and thank God that he has given you the desire to know him better and to love him more.
as for your husband, place yourself in his shoes for a minute and think of the changes that you have suddenly made in your lives. i'm surprised he didn't revolt when you got rid of the tv and radio and demanded that he get more "christian". wow! I would have revolted. nobody likes to be pushed to do anything.
i think it's pretty good that he is reading his bible daily and going along with you so far. if you are worried about his spiritual growth, pray that God gives him a desire for more... and quit pushing. focus on your own relationship with God. that is the only one that you can do anything about anyways. maybe when he sees changes in you that will prompt him.

"How do I proceed? I know that I will choose my relationship with God over my marriage but it breaks my heart that my husband does not feel the same way about loving God as I do. "
i think you are really jumping the gun talking about your marriage as though it is lost. give God time to work... focus on yourself first.

 

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