Date:   12/6/2005 9:55:32 AM ( 20 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=378296

Hi,

This post may not make you feel much better, but hey grab an oar we'll paddle together!!!!!!! My life is crap too. ALWAYS has been, not to say I do have a few blessings in it. I seem to hit highs and lows. More lows than highs. Sad thing is I know what my problem is and I did find happiness but for some unforesaken reason, I find myself right back in this rotten hell whole of an exsitence I was in! I HATE my LIFE! we'll I hate parts of it. I love my husband even though I recently found out he cheated on me during a very low point in our marraige of 11 years. I love my daughter more than life even though she is a smart mouthed typical teenager. I hate everything and I do mean everything else. Except my cat of course. I was mentally, emotional, and physically abused as a child by my parents and still am emotionaly, verbally, mentally abused on a daily basis by them today. Most people would say get out! I did get out. But, circumstances brought me back so for a few months I found my happiness, great relationship with hubby, sweet little angel of a daughter and no daily your stupid, your fat, get a job your lazy blablablabblabab bull shi&+****!!!!!!!!!!
yes, I'm having a bad day too!!!!! They all seem to be bad! I ask myself all the time what the hell is the sense in this. EVERYONE would be so much better off with out me and my own personally drama of a life. I've tried therapy, doesn't work. why? because I don't need therapy, I need my own life. Many say so go get it. If only it was that simple, don't you think I would. ALL my life I have been put down and now I'm a walking shell. So my friend as I said you may not feel better but known your not alone!

 

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