Re: What about yourself?? by krupaclassy ..... Suicide Confessions Forum
Date: 3/7/2005 4:24:11 PM ( 19 y ago)
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I can say with all confidence that God is NOT punishing you! Nor has He abadoned you! I've been where you are. I have worried about whether or not what I was going thru was cancer. My aunt and grandma died of stomache cancer, and I was having sever stomache problems. I was pushed around and called a hupochondriac also. Then I got mad. It takes a while for me to get mad, but I was pissed. This was my life they were playing with!! I demanded, not so nicely either, to be give a scope of my stomache. The surgeon took me seriously, thou I'm not certain why. When he did the scope he found a polip jet passed the exit of the stomache. It was negative, thank the Living Lord!!! And then my health problems started to abate. Of course it has taken many different holistic methods to take care of my meny health problems. But there is hope! There is always hope! I want you to say this prayer.
Lord, I am sorry that I am having such a hard time leaving my past life behind. I am sorry that my resolve seems to be so weak. I recognise the I don't have strength to get passed these obsticles myself. I am asking you to take these burdens from my shoulders. I am tired, I need your help. Please stand between me and satan who is tormenting me. I know that I can do nothing on my own, but I also know that all things are possible thru you who does all things in the heavens and in the earth. Thank you for my salvation. Thank you for accepting me back into Your arms time and time again. I promise I will keep fighting, for with You at my side I can do all things. I leave myself in Your loving care Lord. In my Lord Jesus Christ's name. Amen
Say this every time you feel fear. Say it every morning, every noon and every night. The Lord understands you weaknesses!! He takes those weaknesses and combats them FOR YOU!!! He has for me!! My Brother in Christ. Jesus has done wonderful things for in poor, self hurting sinner. He has lifted me up where I;ve had no strength to lift up myself. He's taken the burden of those sins that I can't stop upon Himself and given me what I needed to improve myself. Every night that I go to bed determined to do better is proof that I trust in the Lord's ability to see me thru all things good and bad.
I am going to leave the e-mail option open for you. I hope that you feel free to e-mail me. You can't do this alone. you need another person there to stand with you and pray with you. You need someone who can say a million times over, God still loves you anyways!! I am willing to be that person, whichever way that your health goes. You may not be able to feel Jesus walking with you, but I can. It's a gift I was born with that my family refers to as empathy. God and His son are there with you, holding you, ready to fight this battle for you. I pray that I hear from you.
God bless and keep you.
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