Date:   10/8/2005 7:58:51 PM ( 19 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=370647

thanks so much for both of your responses- i don't have time right now to respond- i truly appreciate being able to share from my heart and having other intelligent, sensitive, courageous women (& men, too) understand where i am coming from- i feel like i am supported and my unacceptable behavior is viewed as something that i did, not who i am as a person- i spend most of my time hating myself, that it is nice to share in a forum where who i am (and my worth) is not defined by my disease. thank you-

i have started bringing soup with me to the store and taking my medicine in the morning and when i feel the need to binge b/c if i throw up, i will be throwing up my meds and that's not something that i can afford to do- i know it sounds like games, but i find that i have to 'manipulate' myself in order to make the healthy choice.

may God bless you- good night.
 

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