Date:   9/25/2005 8:00:49 PM ( 19 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=370632

this is getting so very old- i have dealt with various levels of severity in my eating disorder history, and i am struggling yet again- this is so very simple and the answer is so very simple- self control- this is what i lack- i have a job in a convenience store and at first i was ok, but now when i go in there i eat all day, every day- junk food- doritos, soda, sandwiches, candybars- i tell myself every morning, that i am better than this, and i have a clear view in my mind as to how i am going to beat this and will be just fine, and then i get there and everything seems to go right out the window- i loathe it- i don't enjoy it at all, and i guess i am writing this just to vent- i have no one to talk to, as i have alienated myself and ruined all of my relationships. thanks for letting me share-
 

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