Date:   8/23/2005 7:23:23 PM ( 19 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=370559

you're so sweet thanks for wanting to help. i'm glad you're here. alot of people with this same eating disorder say they're perfectionists but they don't even understant what perfectionism is. i thought i'm not like them but i've come to know (when i look back at how i've always been and how my friends and relatives tell me) that i HAVE BEEN a perfectionist since i could remember. i either do it PERFECTLY or i don't bother with it at all. so THER IS NOTHING that's gonna stop me now from doing my water only fast. n o thing! please don't try to make me think otherwise. and the funny thing is that i don't suffer from low self esteem. its the other way. i'm a 100% narcisist. it means you think you're better, smarter, prettier, than everyone. if you don't know what it means look it up online or in a dictionary. i'm a psych major and i just read it in a book and could not believe my eyes how the behavior characteristics matched mine. and how it can relate to eating disorders in some individuals. see the more i read about what the heck goes in my mind the more i find that these behavior patterns all have been identified before. anyways...i'm gonna be totally free in a month. i know it. through hard work outs and fresh distilled water i will become pure and light.

 

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