Pick me, Pick me!! I wanna be your friend!!! by JeSuisButterfly ..... Anorexia & Bulimia Forum
Date: 8/17/2005 5:51:17 PM ( 19 y ago)
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Hi chiquilla! My name is Papillon. What's yours?
I understand how you're feeling. I've been struggling with anorexia and compulsive overeating disorder for awhile now. Everyday I get up and say 'Today's the day I change my dietary habits' and BAM.. I screw up, and then I promise myself tomorrow will be the day.. then the day after, then the day after, then the next.. It's a vicious cycle. I remember when I was OBSESSED with exercising, everytime my foot hit the pavement when I forced myself to run all those miles I would be crying, then I'd tell myself to shut up, that I was so fat, that I had to keep running. My broken spirit was begging me to stop, but I never listened. I only used it as an excuse to work harder.
A raw diet is what you need, Mon Amie. Fresh, organic fruits, deep green and red organic lettuces, organic wheatgrass, and raw, organic nuts and sprouts. Did you know people with anorexia are starving? I know, OBVIOUS! But guess what... people with compulsive overeating disorder are starving, too! We're starving!! Our bodies are crying out for the correct minerals and nutrients that are needed to sustain our body, our mind, and our souls!
Your environment sounds toxic. I shouldn't get into this, but my father is abusive so I know the warning signs. Have you considered marriage counseling? Emotional feelings definately affect physical standings. You are filled with sorrow and confusion. I'm happy you wrote... it means you want to help yourself.
EFT [Emotional Freedom Technique] is a helpful, loving way to deal with issues and trapped feelings. I'm striving to become a therapist in this art because it's so helpful to people. If you go to http://www.emofree.com you can sign up for the newsletter and get a free guide you can download to learn how to apply EFT to your life. There's also an EFT forum here on Curezone!
I want to help you more! There is so much more that can be done. If you'd like to talk more, you can reply to this post or you can e-mail me. I really care, we ALL do, you're not in this alone - we're right beside you!
With the best of love,
Papillon
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