Date:   4/30/2005 12:37:53 PM ( 19 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=370506

I don't use it for attention purposes. No one even knows I have an eating disorder besides myself and my RA (I guess the 'losing 50 lbs in 2 months' gave it away). Other people probably know by now as well but I don't know. No one says anything to me. My parents live so far away that they don't see me and therefore they don't know.

In no way am I trying to capture the attention of others. I don't go around parading my weight loss (hell! I wear 5 layers of clothes and baggy stuff all the time so I'm sure any difference cannoy be detected.).

This eating disorder has just turned into some sort of comfort for me. So much so that I don't want to give it up.
 

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