Date:   4/9/2005 9:16:35 AM ( 19 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=370489

I'm sorry that I don't have any advice to offer you, but I TOTALLY know where you're coming from...I, too, am a college student. And I, too, find that food is the only thing that I have control over in my life. But for me it's either all or nothing...I'm either totally abstaining from food all together, or having a bad case of the binges. At this moment, I'm not eating. It feels empowering. I'll eat like a banana or something- mainly so I have "brain energy" to do my school work, but the thought of eating a sandwich or something disgusts me. The feeling of an empty stomach makes me feel proud, like I've accomplished something. When I eat, I feel like I've lost control. And if I do eat and gain a couple of lbs, I KNOW that by not eating I can lose it in like a day...and that makes me happy.
 

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