Date:   4/4/2003 2:45:48 PM ( 21 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=331051

i'm happy to know that there are still people (girls)out there who know what i'm going through, even though i don't want them to be in the same situation as i am because it really hurts. i don't understand why guys lie and why they can't be satisfied with the best they have.
i'm a lot stronger than i used to be, maybe i am learning it from my bad experience. unfortunately i'm still with him, but i know i'm not as attached to him like before, and i don't share things with him that much anymore. everyday, i think of what he said to me on that specific day, and how he just boldface lied to me. i cannot forgive him and i'm not going to. i know he won't cheat on me physically because he won't be able to live with his guilt, but lying or not telling the truth hurts me in the same way.
sometimes i regret so so much for getting in this relationship. the sad thing is that i chose him over a guy who liked me so much, who i know will be a good guy and treat me so good.
it really does hurt to know that you're with someone, whom you know for definite, cannot be your husband. my head keeps telling me that i am so stupid for being with him. sometimes i feel so sad because i know that someone i love will never be the one that i spend the rest of my life with.
you know you're right. i'm at least lucky enough to find out the real him before i'm married to him.
thank you so much for replying to me. goodluck with your situation.
honeyyme
 

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