Date:   7/16/2020 8:11:26 PM ( 4 y ago)
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Well believe it or not Vekky I actually did read the forum including your postings and I don’t disagree with you on Refreshed for I hold her in such high regard for it was her that really put me on my path in my learning journey and I will always be thankful to her for that for she was the only person in the beginning who was prepared to put time into me and I was safe in that Biblical forum for quite sometime because at that time this forum was awesome but also overwhelming.

I use to watch as an outsider and had great doubt in myself those days that I would ever enter it but I found a way without getting to involved (videos because I yearned to be with fellow Christians) and with Refreshed’s encouragement she became a wonderful teacher to me, always there to encourage me. Tomi also encouraged me but alas misunderstanding came between us, if you remember because it was ages ago and Refreshed stepped in to try to sort it out. I confess I hoped Refresh would’ve come back by now because I think we all miss her deep down, to me she shone in this forum so when Trapper came to claim the throne it was hard to watch. I know wherever Refreshed is she’s doing good for someone somewhere and I’m certain she will have salvation.

Then after a while I started to realise that my own beliefs were lining up with Rainy, it was hard for me to state that on the forum at the time after Refreshed had been so good to me but Rainy postings lined up with what I believed to be true because if you remember back at the very beginning I informed the forum of my own experiences, witnessed by others so not just me. I don’t feel I can any longer talk about my own beliefs here because I’ve witnessed many different persons coming and going but I can say Atheists have 100% got it wrong which is hard for me because I was raised Atheist and even now if I mention religion in front of them it doesn’t go down because they’re a family of evolutionists, my real father was and so is my step father so that is hard for me to be the only religious member of the family...it’s also put me at odds with my parents at times...they actually tell me not to tell anyone...

Well if there is faults in the Steve Lawson video then feel free to expose them for I never saw any myself and the video didn’t seem to be Calvinistic and I wasn’t aware when I posted it that he was a Calvinist. In fact that video posted by Rainy has really opened up to how carful I now need to be within Christianity and I’m now not feeling confident enough with what I post until I grow more confident in my faith as I’m still very much a learner and will be for ages as I am also a full time carer, running a home with minimal time. My time has become very important to me and I want to put some really happy memories between me and my son and that’s enough said about my private life because Curezone isn’t kind.

It is true I had a lot of respect for Loquat, he’s very intelligent but I saw a change in him, he comes in on the forum winding Tomi and Trapper up to bite and I thought that was strange with his faith firmly grounded, don’t get me wrong he’s taken torrid abuse, to much, but I never thought I would see him like that, it changed my opinion of him as having his faith grounded, I still think he’s incredibly intelligent though, in fact I don’t think I come close to any of you and I’ve stated that before in postings. Tomi said I was out of my league so there you go.





 

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