Date:   2/16/2018 3:22:54 PM ( 7 y ago)
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I’ve always felt I’ve had a gift that I have yet to understand how to use or control. It is driving me nuts. I have tried meditating and finding it very difficult to shut my thoughts off. They are very in one ear out the other and I create scenarios and problems and have to redirect myself to my core and shut my mind off again.
I finally managed to slow things down and when I did I found this voice that I hear often. I think it’s my inner voice. This voice is good and I need to listen to her more. I was able to feel this in my heart and my core. Without even realizing it, I had wrapped my arms completely around myself, giving myself the biggest hug and i seen this little girl it looked like me and she says “hello! It’s so nice to see you again!” And it scared me and I broke myself out of meditation. That’s when I realized I had been hugging myself and had watering eyes. I’m having a hard time meditating again because now I’m fighting my ego - why me. What makes me so special. Etc.
Any tips on meditating or channeling this in? I’ve nrver in my 30 Years tried to actually look into my possible abilities.
 

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