Date:   2/14/2017 6:59:32 AM ( 7 y ago)
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I would like to see what your thoughts were that you no longer feel it would be to vektek's best interest to read. If you wouldn't mind sending a pm, I would appreciate it. I thought she did a good job of debating as well, and she may have had me, if she would have just given her own personal understanding of the two last questions I had.

As far as being emotional about millennium discussion, I have to explain why I guess, for it's really not about the millennium. There are really two reasons...three, but I'm not sure I want to go into that.

First, I differ from the two of you because I didn't read books and opinions by other people when I first started studying. Neither did I have intellectual type quotes to put in my posts. I just read my bible and came to my own understanding and put it into my own simple words. I'm not saying it's wrong to read other people's ideas, just saying that I didn't know what info I could trust, so I trusted the Holy Spirit to help me. Later I did start listening to some ideas of others, but I never found anyone that understood exactly like I did. None of the labels seem to fit me exactly, anymore than Preterist fits you.

Second, I was very far behind in this discussion because I was now forced to learn man made labels and terms I'm not use to using. I had trouble switching back and forth between each person's beliefs and thoughts, while at the same time trying to put into words, what I believe. Which is the main reason I came to realize that I really can't debate one of my favorite topics because I don't have this under my belt well enough to get very far in this debate. So I just decided I would participate by sharing what I simply believe and go from there. For I can not debate when I don't really understand the ends and outs of everything you two believe on the subject. In other words, I'm not prepared. I should have given thought to this before I so eagerly jumped into it all.

Thirdly, my next issue, that I really hate talking about, because it does make me emotional, is about the fact that I have had brain issues due to MS. I'm a little over sensitive to the fact that people don't understand me. I feel as though my healing has been great through the years and I have overcome a lot. God has guided me every step of the way, however, even though many of the lesions on my brain have healed, I still have more. At one time, the doctors said "too many to count". On top of that I was medically diagnosed with memory loss. All of this is recorded somewhere here at curezone...my journey that is, but I have always given God the glory that He has made me functional again. My emotional issue is that when people don't understand me or I can't follow along, I'm sorry to say, makes me frustrated. I just truly believe that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me, even if I have had problems with my brain. Plus, I have had people use my brain issue as a reason/excuse as to why I believe a certain way, or that I don't agree with them and their way of thinking.

So that's basically it in a nutshell, as far as I can tell. Perhaps you can "read" more into my frustration than I can, I don't know. It's possible I'm not seeing the whole problem.

The truth is, I'm very interested in discussing end times, but have to admit that your version deflates my excitement to a certain degree. lol Maybe it's only because I don't understand it fully yet. I enjoy watching bible prophecy unfold in our lives and feeling a part of God's plan. It causes me to make sure my oil lamp has plenty of fuel, so it will burn brighter in these last days. :)


 

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