Date:   6/20/2016 8:43:43 PM ( 8 y ago)
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I have this mysterious Body Odor that i had developed in high school around 11th grade in 2010. When it came into my life everything changed. Everybody even now when im in class holds there noses at me and treats me like im dirty. this has happened for 7 years now. i have no friends because of this, no romantic relationship at all and its f***ing with me everyday. All i think about sometimes is how i will be remembered for being the stinky kid. I dont know where it comes from. I shower and take care of myself well. Its odd too because my family does not smell it but everyone in the outside world does. Nobody wants to be around me. It makes me feel uncomfortable and insecure. i no longer can walk and be anywhere without shaking and getting nervous. In my school, people sit rows and rows away from me. They laugh at me all the time. I dont know what to do anymore. Is this what my life will be now? Am i cursed? I see everyone engaging in the simple social activities that i can barely engage in. If know one wants to be my friend, what makes you think anybody would ever want to date me, let alone have sex with me. I hate this aspect of my life. The thing is i dont smell it. I shower like 3 times everyday. My family doesn't smell it. Yet everybody treats me like they scorn me or i repulse them. Everyday i deal with this. In alot of my classes, i sit in a row by myself because people refuse to sit next to me. They are either holding there noses at me or making strange uncomfortable noises I dont really smell it at all. But when i have smelled it, i smelled something like strong metal, rotten meat, or vomit. Its weird. I dont know if its because of my body chemistry. I have this thing now where when i get anxiety, it causes me to fart uncontrollably and I could sometimes smell an aroma of sweaty ass and feces emitting from my butt at times. I wonder if it could be a rectal problem. Went to the gastroentrologist, did an endoscopy. found nothing. went to uriologist who suggested hibiclens, an antiseptic. That didnt work. Went to a dermatologist. Nothing there and I feel Im out of options. This is something that started in high school and got gradually worse. IF ANYBODY CAN HELP ME WITH A BREAKTHROUGH, ID APPRECIATE IT SO MUCH!!!!!

 

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