Date:   12/23/2015 10:33:40 PM ( 10 y ago)
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Its OK this is the only place we can truely express are self,it's been 22 to years an I never expressed my self to anyone up in till a few months back,I Told my pastor threw a text because I could not express my self personally to him,I wanted him to know why I don't fellowship with the others,go out on church outing socialize with the members an why I haven't been going, so I told him a little about my life like I said in my first forum body oder I told him all of that in detail, an guess what he said? He doesn't smell anything an he never have in the 4 years I been there,an I thought if anyone would tell me it would be him,I don't care who u ask pastors,doctors u can even ask the lie detector it's self an the detector would say it smells nothing,most people go to the doctor hoping nothings wrong, I go to the doctor almost hoping something is wrong so we can pin point this aura,it seems hopeless we tried every thing we've all heard the same comments experiencing the same life style to the tee, I try to be happy I really do sometimes I even try to except it and tell my self that there are others who have worser problems than u and they rejoice all the more,do u know the ugliest women in the world is a bonifide Christian an she thanks God an rejoices everyday she speaks on stages, she's a motivational speaker an she loves her life an how about that one guy who has no legs an arms an he's a true Christian as well he does all kinds of activities an loving life,an here we are,I know we got to figure something out cause I don't want to spend the rest of my life like this cause I know if something were to happen an we end up on are death bed we would be full of regret wishing we would have done this an that gone here an there with our families even with this aura,even though we wish we we're dead sometimes truth be told I don't want to die just free I'm tired of being a Stewart in some one else's mind trying to control what they think about me, we may have to lift our heads in exceptance but I'm gonna try one more thing that guy archus insist's it's are diet so I'm gonna try the steps he provided in my forum
 

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