Date:   7/12/2015 10:22:38 PM ( 9 y ago)
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Wow, thank you again so much for all this info. You are one of the most knowledgable people I have spoken to about this.
My saliva pH is around 5.8-6, urine is 5.8-6.8 (I take it daily, trying to raise it w alkala and/or baking soda, but so far not much progress.
I had a heavy metal hair strand test done, its quite detailed, is this what you were wondering about? what specific info should I be on the lookout for? High potentially toxic elements were alimony, aluminum (high but not too high), silver, ok I don't remember the rest, but can find out...
I'm not sure exactly what worm species they are but they are rubbery not too too thick but they vary, some heads are big like the size of a nickel, others are small. They smell like burned rubber or engine almost if you have any clue what I mean and feel this way as they are dying in my body kind of instinctively.
I am taking MSM and raw garlic daily. But not sulfur, magnesium sulfate or zinc sulfate. I will look into getting those things.
I did end up taking 2 TBSP castor oil which felt relieving to my body for a bit then that maybe coupled with taking papin/bromylen once or twice with my two small meals today and my head feels foggy and its hard for me to remember small things. That happens on and off. I am super scared of scattering to my brain, but not sure if its toxic die off or something worse....
I'm really scared where to go from here, did not realise it was so easy to spread them and am worried I've done more harm than good. I also have high anxiety and somewhat flat emotions when I used to be a very varied emotional person, also am very creative and that seems diminished.
I think its also important to mention that I have lost weight simply due to the fact that I can't eat very much due to how strange my peristalsis is and how little my body naturally eliminates on its own. Its very bizarre and dehumanizing. I eat mainly vegetables and lean proteins with some rice and other grains, and nuts. As little Sugar as possible. I am legitimately hungry most of the time but my body is so weak it can't process above a certain volume of food. Once and a while I have the strange experience of feeling like I am being taken hostage and in a trance state binge, then try to purge. It is NOT good for me and I work very hard to avoid this but this condition is making me feel crazy.
I'm so sorry this msg is a bit all over the place, as I mentioned my head feels fuzzy and I feel very out of it at the moment.
I would appreciate any info on how to cautiously proceed first. I have to eat obviously and have to be taking something for this or else I feel like I'm dying. It sounds like you've really been through it, I admire your perserverance. I want to be here on this planet and believe in spiritual/emotional perspctives too which I am also working with. So, I am staying strong and focused even through this. Your story is inspiring.
Thanks.
 

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