Date:   10/21/2014 2:57:17 PM ( 11 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=2213875

Hi wattho,

I don't know how long ago you posted this, but I read it and literally felt like I was reading something I had written about myself.

I am a 36 year old female and I have lost count of the number of people I have messed around by saying I can't see them anymore (because the anxiety has become unbearable) and then a few days later recontacted (because the anxiety has lifted by 'getting out').

I literally have that instinctual thought process of is this person 'the one' pretty much by date 2, then the anxiety sets in and the rest becomes a pointless attempt to battle the anxiety and not let it get to me, until I am so wrecked/exhausted and feeling almost suicidally depressed.

Have you managed to find a way to deal with it?

abq
 

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