Date:   9/11/2013 3:29:01 AM ( 11 y ago)
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hi there curezone... i had this problem about a month ago and my widespread health problems just continued to get worse and worse. it started with severe Arthritis with cysts all over my bones and agonizing bone pain and then i could not sleep for literally over a week.
What happens is, I'm super tired, but right as I start to drift off to sleep, my brain kicks me back awake. it is the worst HELL. :(

any ideas for super mopping up ammonia? i have ornithine 500mg but its from a vitamine shoppe type store and im scared of orthinithine to begin with. I also have ionic magnesium but that hasnt worked like usually it has. I also have melatonin but I'm terrified of it, I think I am about to try it though. I read so much conflicting info and fears for melatonin being bad for certain cancers like myeloma and also other conditions and I am so scared of not waking up. Any suggestions? I won't survive another bout of not being able to sleep. :( thanks for reading...






MORE INFO:
my recent cbc was the pinnacle of health. only slight elevation of eosinophils. My liver even looked normal and kidneys. I only have barely over the lower limit vitamin d, so it's really low.

I think I may have environmental toxins in my home too like mold. I also think I might have morgellons but I'm not sure. No severe rashes but vision floaters, occasional skin crawling and other reported symptoms. Maybe even lymes/ms I don't know! heh. I also get nonstop digestive grumbling and etc. When I did a cleanse a month ago, (a hardcore cleanse where I took a dangerous amount of epsom salt) I was crapping out liquid and even saw some larger tape worm looking eggs.

I have passed 2-3 stools a day for the past two days and about 6 or so full large stools since I've been awake last. (seems alot! I don't get it) My stools always appear to have rice in them... which I've read can mean tape worm eggs. I've also seen Ascaris type looking worms occasionally.

but anyways, What I'm saying is, I don't seem to be SEVERELY constipated... unless I really am just CRAZILY backed up from deep inside so I can't figure out whats going on. I even drank a tablespoon of Epsom Salt in water earlier and it produced a few more stools, all full and normal, no liquid like the time I overdosed on it. The most recent stool was all green, which I do get sometimes usually if I drink red wine. I drank some (maybe more than some heh) white wine on saturday but slept fine the next few days. I thought maybe it was a withdrawl or a gluten reaction but it was days ago. I have also been peeing alot. like almost more than I seem to be drinking.



so for the sleep specifics :
What happens is, I start to drift off to sleep, and then right before I am about to fall asleep, my brain kicks me back awake. It is HELLLLLLLLLLLLLL. The worst hell! I would take any drug that would work. I have been to the ER for this kind of thing before and they just send me home and tell me to call a primary care doctor. Is there any way I can go somewhere to get some sleep? How can they not treat this as an EMERGENCY ? I would give anything to have them monitor me, run tests, and knock me out and treat me... but I understand they just don't help peopl;e with certain multiple envirnomental/chemical sensitivies. that they just aren't set up for it... nor for understanding parasites. :/ or ammonia build up...

I have so many supplements. I am scared as hell of ornithine for whatever reason, but I took 1 500 miligram earlier. Should I take more ? Before, magnesium really seemed to help me, I would take a drop at night right before bed of liquid ionic magnesium and it seemed to help. Not working now :( I also drank some chamomille tea to no effect. I even have a multi-herb pill a naturopath gave me with skullcap and valerian and many other things in it. I took it and it made me REALLY tired, but still cannot get past this unconsciousness blockade. Nothing is working on my brain just not wanting to 'shut down' now. I am terrified because I have had a throat/infection type pain for 3 weeks or so now and it doesn't seem to get better. It aches around my voice box more from the front, but also sometimes from the back. I worry about it being my thyroid or something. I feel very hopeless so I have strained my voice alot though by trying to get people to listen to me about what is going on lately. So extremely frustrating. I could go to ER again I guess and risk all the floating around pathogens and chemical and electrical toxicities and radio waves and all that but I don't even think they will ever admit me or anything. I would go check myself into a psychiatric ward if I knew they would knock me out with something!! What can I do I am so desperate :(

I've also been eating nothing but NON-gmo foods but I slipped several days ago and had a snickers and even some fast food low carb chicken (breaded). (and probably gluten containing wine, heh) I'm gluten intolerant but I usuaully could handle small amounts of carls jr. chicken (a dumb risk I know, heh). I don't know if its the cause or what either gahhh. This was sseveral days ago and usually when I get gluten reactions it takes a few days, but I don't remember getting this inability to sleep. I just don't want to die yet. I wish I could have made this message shorter and had it expandable or something. Curezone should have that option somehow. If anyone has any ideas for sleeping with advanced disease (even undiagnosed) and cleansing and what I'm doing wrong or how to help, PLEASE TELL ME ANYTHING. I wish I had zappers or a laboratory with a photon genius or a rife machine but I am stuck with these limited supplements.

I am going to try to take melatonin I suppose... like ornithine it scares the hell out of me. Maybe if I eat some grains my brain will shut down... that usually works for me in the past. sigh :( I will post back tomorrow after I hopefully sleep. I just don't know what to do I need emergency care but er doesn't help people in my situation.

thanks for reading, I feel like this is the end (again). I hope readers that have seen my previous posts aren't irritated by me. I know I posted alot, I'm just so desperate for any ideas or help. :(

thanks


 

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