"My intuition tells me graduation takes us to the next level, this life we are living is a preperation for our spirit to enter another place."
Who or what is doing the "preparing" or teaching (in your context of the word). This sets up for seperation. Teacher---->student. God----servant. (duality consiousness)Etc.
Proper to who's standard. Who judges what is tragic and what is not based on what belief systems? One man's beauty is another man's chaos. It is all just experience and can be filtered in may different ways.
Thought is ALL there is. Thoughts create reality, not the other way around. As we change our thoughts, our reality, and the laws which seem to govern it, change along with it. There are many books on this (What The Bleep touches on it as well) but experience is the best teacher here. We only see what we expect to see based on conditioning and filters like the light of infinite potentiality being shone thru a film(film symbolizing a filter set).
"Do you know that in virtually every one it is Gods sickness with his own creations and his will to destroy them that caused the flood? God/nature's wrath is very real, and so is his grace, love."
This is revealing. The christian belief system is one of seperation(dualtiy)/not unity. We are to "worship" (as opposed to honouring) the creator and be subserviant to this "being" in this religious mindset. In this construct, we are nothing but toys/ playthings to a insecure (jealous) being who tests us and casts aside those who fail.
This filter (of religion) continues to create wars, struggles, and seperation. I encourage people to study far and wide the beginings of the christian religion that was set in place to hive minds and be used as a powerful way to seperate people from their true nature/power. All religions do this. Religion is not the same as spirituality. In fact, religion is anti-spiritual. Spirituality is a self realized, self evident expereince that cones from within, where as religion is conditioning taken on from the illusionary projected world. Consciousness will allow you to experience "life" any way you want from any vantage point and without restriction (unless you choose to be restricted). ALl expereince is permissable within the agreed upomn constructs that form like interwoven mandelas.
This and other religious constructs of seperation, are thought form constellations of the classic victim pattern. This places ones spiritual power of creating freely in a box that must be filtered through a "higher power" or a set of "rules." Many align wioth these constructs when they are hived in a seperation mindset.
You are *that* higher power. We must UNlearn our conditioning, toss the filters that serve to keep us hobbled and powerless, and project purely and powerfully from a field of infinite potential that knows NO BOUNDRIES. To filter ones experience through limited beliefs is to cut one's self off from infinite potentiality.
Of course that which many term as god or creation force or all that is, is a benevolent energy which honours "our" decisions and creates the corresponding experience. Within this open ended construct somne will create a "daddy god" scenario, some will create angels, some will create things yet unknown, but the bottom line is all things are possible when one loses filters and understands one's innate freedom. Its ALL god having this experience!
When one is molding with "celestial clay" (thought forms of consciousness) they can create many sandboxes to play in, each with their own rules and constructs. Then they can play in anothers sandbox or create a new one from scratch. To choose any less potential is to be filtering/limiting one's experience or living in a box.
Slay all sacred cows and live free.
A controlled state leaves you imprisoned/impaired.
An open/fully unfiltered, creative state can take you "anywhere"!
Only limited experience can occur inside the confines of a box.