Date:   5/14/2013 10:14:24 PM ( 12 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=2065432

everyday in my life I feel like life is just getting harder in harder.
there comes a time that I just want to sleep and cry all day long.
I hate myself because I'm coward and I can't commit to someone because I'm scared that maybe she will just left me and I'm afraid of what will people say.
I don't know why I have to suffer from this extreme agony but I know that god will have a better reason why and someday I will know it to.
I can't stand going to crowded places.
I hate how I'm living my life now, I'm not this kind of person. this is not me
I used to be a silly teenager person like other teenager person out there. drink,smoke,cut classes with my friend and enjoy life. but where are my friends now? did they lost me? or did I lost them?
I really hate my life and the people who always taking me for granted.
whether they just playing around with me or what the f*** reason they have.
I'm trying to be a person I used to be now. except for smoking,drinking and cutting classes. haha
I'll still believe that one day. I can get cured from this cursed.
god has a better plan for us.



thanks for reading
Jon =)



 

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