Date:   10/4/2012 5:21:18 AM ( 13 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1992987

Haha yeah yesterday WAS a good day. Today I have like an injury inse my gut, crazy feeling, because of eating all kind of shit. But at the middle of the night I realised, something was still different!! I could choose to submit to my fate and say "im doomed, I have screwed it all again, another good day that ends horribly and with me eating 3 super allergenic foods that will feed my autoimmune, I cant do this, I dont wanna continue" but this time I also felt that I could think "no, I felt good for some time and I am in the right track with all these treatments, sure, I relapsed on food because I was in great suffering and needed to distract with something, and I couldnt sleep because of this inflammation but I know I will do it well the next time"

Sooo who knows?? Maybe the allignement its working. Even this pained little guy feels a bit better. Or the NB protocol its making the depressive and selfdestructive me lose power.

Thats important, candidsufferer, you are NOT your illness. You are the brightest moments of you, when the fog clears and you realize how fascinating a healthy life its indeed and how you will enjoy it when you are cured.

Ughhh I can feel muy leaky gut being more "holed" today, it hurts in a certain point. Ohhh f*** it, the micronized glutamine will come soon to the rescue and I wont EVER cheat with food again, no matter the pain.
 

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