Date:   8/8/2012 11:16:00 PM ( 12 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1972301

Hello, I am new on here and I want to applaud your courage for sharing such deep intimate moments and for seeking relief. I, too, have had thoughts unbecoming since I was little and have bee fighting to keep the purity within me as I felt the thoughts were definitely not of my doing nor did I create them. I have been recently diagnosed with two brain tumors and I do believe candida and nano bacteria are very serious factors associated, but also some brain trauma also contributes. I also feel some taboo things too, like I am dealing with past life shadows and haunts of pain and grief carried on in my families lineage. I feel shadows or haunted spirits have come through me, trying to be relived in my thoughts via fear and suffering, and what a better place, than one that can harbor these beings, that is not clean and healthy? This is my workings and what I am doing, for I have learned I am an open conduit for such beings as a result of traumatic events that have happened in my life and had cracked my auric field. It sounds crazy and it kinda is, but I have been working to clear my body, mind, spirit and bring the darkness to light as well as making a clear vessel for light only. I can see that being open and aware of triggers that have occurred in my life that caused big pain and other events that remind me in the slightest will fuel this dark energy because I have yet to heal and release it on all levels and this means on a cellular level too. The data went into me and it needs to be released in grief ceremony and many other healthy means and to do time life regression on myself and feel out and realize when the first effect was and to go back there and heal it. Please take no offense, but have you maybe had a trauma, by close family member or friend that you do not remember and maybe you, on another level blame parents for not protecting? I am just making a guess not trying to explain anything for you, for this is for you to do as your own personal healer. I look forward to further chats if you desire..I am working very deeply in the spirit realms as well as the physical and emotional and of course doing my best in the psychological as I discern where I end and other energies begin. Perhaps you are channeling other information around you as well as processing way more other things...it is complex yet kinda simple...peace
 

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