Date:   10/24/2011 3:54:27 PM ( 13 y ago)
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There is nothing enjoyable about it. It is an annoying distraction. It is energetic rape. The first time it happened to me I was only 10 years old. I knew when I felt my clitoris twitching that it was the man who was molesting me causing the sensation. He was playing with yourself, spanking the monkey and fantasizing about me. I knew it. But how do you prove it? I tried to explain to my grandmother without using words. She had no idea why I was doing what I was doing and I got in trouble for being nasty.

I have been studying shamanism and reading books about what makes a shaman. Many of them are people who have been molested, and they had to become shamans to heal themselves.

I have spoken to a lot of other women about this. Many of them have no idea what I am talking about. However some do. And those who know, know. They simply say it. They say, "I know what you are talking about!" And other women, who don't know, look at them incredulously with wide eyes.

The people who have this "gift" have been sexually molested. sexua| molestation creates a hole in your energy field, making it possible for you to send and receive sensual energy, and connect with those who also have a hole in their aura.

Most people who have this "gift" are unaware the objects of their fantasy can feel it when they fantasize and spank the monkey. I did a brief stint as an exotic dancer thirty years ago. I didn't last long. The energetic rape in those professions is very intense.

I have (accidentally) experimented on this forum, and invited people to join me on etheric realm for self-pleasuring, because I am advocate of self-gratification, as a healthy part of the maturation process. My clitoris went nuts and I had to amend the post.

You are so invested in trying to get women to enjoy this, it makes me think you have probably been sexually molested, and wonder if you are in the habit of fantasizing about women when you spank the monkey.

Energetic rape is not enjoyable and never will be. I highly recommend that you get a woman's permission before playing with yourself, spanking the monkey fantasizing about her, or concentrate on p 0 r n stars.
 

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