Date:   4/12/2011 10:25:24 PM ( 13 y ago)
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The post above was made by Joe at 9:10 pm (and then edited) - this is the original post:

I think my ex boss is going to prevent me from ever being well. You see, he prevents me from ever having a girlfriend, and I am very bored and lonesome because of it., as well as depressed.

He made me EXTREMELY sick from Flu a month or two ago after saying something to someone that was not in good taste. Now, after my recent moodiness here, he plan to make me miserable some more, even though I still haven't recovered from the last Flu. Life sucks, and then you die. there is nothing to look forward to, only disease, lack of love, and threats. He thinks I don't deserve to feel well. I don't want to live any more. That psycho SOB is determined to destroy me. He hates me and I hate him. Always did, always will, till I draw my last breath, and that may be soon.

The post was edited and at 9:32 read like this:

I think my ex boss is going to prevent me from ever being well. You see, he prevents me from ever having a girlfriend, and I am very bored and lonesome because of it., as well as depressed.

He made me EXTREMELY sick from Flu a month or two ago after saying something to someone that was not in good taste. Now, after my recent moodiness here, he plan to make me miserable some more, even though I still haven't recovered from the last Flu. Life sucks, and then you die. There is nothing to look forward to, only disease, lack of love, and threats. He thinks I don't deserve to feel well. I don't want to live any more. That psycho SOB is determined to destroy me. He hates me and I hate him. Always did, always will, till I draw my last breath, and that may be soon.

It's all my fault that I got too low on HC last week. ALL my fault, ALWAYS IS!! My rose odored ex boss didn't have a THING to do with it AS ALWAYS. It had NOTHING TO DO with him giving me the worst flu I ever had in my life, and still haven't recovered from 6 weeks later, and that increased my need for HC and has been causing me to get way too low in HC and feel really bad, but, I'm supposed to know that in order to please the rat SOB wimp! It's my fault that I might met people I'm not naturally set up to interact with. It's all my fault. Always was, always will be. I need to die for it. Then, nothing will me my fault ever again, and he can celebrate victory.

.. Blame it on me. Sure, kill me. I have no fear you and your dirty tricks. I know what kind of worthless f'g rat / hypocrite you are. I'd love to die. Life SUCKS with you in it,. I can't wait until you or I are dead. I don't ever want to have to think about you again.

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I have a post started in reply to one of Joe's recent posts regarding the emotional, mental, and psychotic symptoms that he has clearly evidenced in his posting history.   These symptoms ARE a common side-effect of hydrocortisone and manganese toxicity - both issues are worsened substantially by very low/slow liver clearance of hydrocortisons and manganese.

My desire now is that everyone understands that these symptoms are no different than pain, tumors, a broken leg, die-off from parasites, or any other symptom of illness and disease.  There is no reason for him to be ashamed or embarrassed regarding this set of symptoms...anymore than any other symptom that any of us may experience.

Joe doesn't seem to be aware of it, but his posts clearly reflect these symptoms when he's recently altered his dose of hydrocortisone...but it is clear to me and to everyone else reading that is aware of this issue.  This is a very difficult issue for someone that is compromised to grasp & take control of, because with his low liver clearance the symptoms may not appear for several days after a dosage change (during which time, he attributes his altered mental/physical symptoms to whatever herb he is taking).  This is very understandable...and hopefully the post I make in response to this one will help him to understand more fully.

In the meantime, I ask everyone to view these symptoms in the same way you'd view any other symptom...and offer your support to him.  However, the pattern that he consistently exhibits when these symptoms manifest is that he becomes very depressed, frustrated, aggressive and rude (and this, as you will see, IS a known side-effect of hydrocortisone, or any other steroid) when people post to him about the symptoms. So in order to support and help Joe, we all need to be 'surrogate tapping/EFT for him' every day, praying, meditating, and sending him all the caring, love and healing energy we can :)

If you'd like to post to support him and encourage him when this happens, please be aware that his response may be very negative, hurtful or rude...but that doesn't mean he isn't deserving of love, support and acceptance.  Listen to your 'healer within' and do or post what you think is best.

Joe, you are loved & accepted here (very much so)...many of us have been on the receiving-end of your 'episodes' and drastic mood changes, anger and the evidence of your pychoses.  Yet I have never banned you from posting, and no one has ever stopped supporting or caring for you...and nobody is going to, either!  We understand that your 'symptoms' are different than physical symptoms...and we love and accept you just as we'd love & accept any one else that has any kind of health issue.

Your ex-boss did not give you the flu, Joe (he would have to be living with you to do that).  Nobody prevents you from having a girlfriend.  No one is punishing you for anything you've said or done.  Your ex-boss doesn't live with you (from what you've said, he doesn't even live in the same town as you).  Your depression, anger and frustration are symptoms of the drugs you are one, combined with the Hepatitis you have had for over 2 decades.  You can be free of the drugs; you can restore your liver, and you can (and will!) be healthy & happy.  But to do that, you're going to have to follow the suggestions I make in my post to you later this morning.

I don't care if you hate me for posting this; I love you anyway.  I don't care if you think I 'don't know your body' enough to see what I can clearly see happening; I know what I see, and I want to help you heal anyway.  I don't care if you keep editing your posts when I've asked you not to - it's more important that you get the healing information and support you need.

You are a very important person, Joe...and you are a very vital, strong and loving man.  You deserve to be healthy and free of these symptoms - and I am sure you can be healthy & symptom free.

There is no force in the universe that is greater or stronger than Love; and there's nothing better than natural healing to restore a wounded body.  Those two things combined will heal you and you are going to live the rest of your life as the strong, free & loving man that you really are.

Blessings of healing love from Iowa --

Unyquity

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