Date:   4/6/2011 11:01:44 AM ( 13 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1795154

Well, OK. But it seems to me that if guides, or my inner, higher self, were telling me I am ready to move on, it would have been a stranger standing by the car, and not someone so deeply embedded in my past for whom I have such strong feelings.

Moving on is a term I dislike anyway as it tends to trivalize past experiences as if they weren't forever a part of who you are- for lack of a better term.

Even if that were not the case, at my age I have no where to go. I am certainly NOT looking for another relationship, although a resolution to this one that might put my heart at peace would be greatly appreciated. Nevertheless, long ago I accepted the fact that that was not going to happen. So why the dreams? Dreams of him are a torment. They stir of up feelings I would rather not feel.

Ironically, until I wrote to him six years ago, I never dreamed of him. Not even when we were dating.
 

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