Date:   3/31/2011 5:04:00 PM ( 13 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1792088

The thing is... I have no support except this forum to get through all of this... and doing it by myself at times seems more than I can get through... :*(

this liver crap with the spasms and pain has been going on ever since I stopped taking the ACV bombs... flushes, CE, reflexology all that stuff stops it temporarily, but it has always come back....

... I really do feel that I'm over any ssri/accutane 'acute' stuff.... the acute symptoms that I had been feeling. BUT, I realize there is still stuff that needs to be done... I just need to do it more slowly or something.... because I feel like I can't deal with this crap anymore... it's too traumatic at times...

...if I take garlic/cayenne, my candida dies off like crazy and I feel like I'm going to die and I get all the worst of die off....

... but I honestly don't know if I killed off all the flukes or not and am afraid live flukes may be clogging dead flukes from getting out?


I'm going to be honest here. I have been living in a perpetual hell the past 4-5 years in a daily hell that didn't allow me to function because of the drugs I was on. I feel like I'm beyond that, maybe not the damage completely that was done... but I'd be able to function like myself...

.. so, how would I go about backing off the intensity in a graceful, healthy fashion?

The catch 22 is basically: I'll back off, stop the packs, stop the reflexology yada yada... and I'll keep getting pain, twinges, temporary clogs or w/e... and then I'll start that stuff to work through and I seem to perpetuate the problem (which I realize isn't a 'problem', but keeping in that I want to slow it down, it is)... I seriously want to break down here and cry.. I realize once you start liver work you can't just stop or you might have problems... I just can't seem to get over this hump and the pain, spasms, all that keep coming...

... either way, I'm going to start a kidney cleanse tomorrow... got one 5 dayer left...
 

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