Wrongo! :) A vicious cycle is what happens when people realize (or not) they need to cleanse and restore their organs/body and choose instead to band-aid the symptoms with unnatural supplements and drugs (or start cleansing, get everything stirred up, and then stop)...which ALWAYS makes them worse.
What you're going through is a series of healing crisis & reaction - because you're suffering the consequences of 'not knowing' all your life about the inherent dangers of drugs and foods that contain ferociously heinous poisons that clog & poison our body (creating the PERFECT terrain for health-destroying critters). You can thank the Powers That Be for what you're dealing with now...but thank heavens you know now 'what it is' and you're taking responsibility and reversing the situation completely.
Frustratingly for you, because of the specific drugs you took (and the damage done to your adrenals and imbalance of neurotransmitters), your 'way through' is accompanied by all sorts of 'anxiety & stress issues'...something you've just come to understand with seeing how effective a few squirts of Adrenal Tincture have been. Had you known that for sure (and/or believed/understood), there are many other things you could have done to support your adrenals during the initial stages when things were seriously traumatic in that regard...and you could/should still be taking 3T of Ashwagandha every day (hopefully you are).
This just in: >>> Also, when I use the stethoscope during these spasms, stuff still sounds like a flush in there... as in I hear a lot of flow... so instead of a clog per say, is it safe to say it's just stuff irritating me on the way out? <<<
Not necessarily (but good logical thinking :) - everybody (typically) hears movement of bile with a stethescope no matter how clogged & congested their liver/gb is (complete blockage = jaundice/death). So just hearing 'flow' doesn't mean there's not a partial clog that's needing to come out (and pressing on nerves that trigger the spasms intended to 'get it out').
>>>I'll notice when I get the spasms in the liver and it seems to be a bit backed up, my kidney's start to ache... when I use a castor pack and get it worked through, the ache goes away.. should I be worried about this?<<<
I don't think you need to be "worried" about it, but I think you need to do a kidney cleanse asap. If you've already done one, you need to do another one. On the Incurables Program, Dr. Schulze s rotates 1 week liver/1 week kidneys throughout the program...but we tend to totally ignore our kidneys (or do kidney cleanses only sporadically). If the liver's been overworked and developed compromise and congestion I don't know what makes us thing the same isn't true for the kidneys...but we do :(
You need to keep killing them, Dan...you really do. They're not going to kill themselves and they're going to continue laying eggs. The best thing you can do is 'ultra support' your adrenals (Ashwagandha, Adrenal tincture, natural Vitamin C, Bee Pollen), keep taking the charcoal to adsorb some of the toxins, and get a kidney cleanse done (the kidneys are partially responsible for removing the candida/fluke toxins)...and flush out the dead carcasses whenever you feel you should.
Feed the warrior and keep up the good work...and don't hesitate to spew forth your anger at the PTB for doing this to you!
Blessings,
Uny