Where those veins are that I'm talking about, it used to look wrinkled there aswell. That has improved in the past two years. It used to look more yellow there too.
That really interesting that you mention anger and fear. Those have both been really big themes in my life. I had a difficult childhood and teenage years, a lot of fear in my childhood, and I eventually became a really angry person. I'm not so angry anymore, but I know it's probably all still there under the surface. As far as fear these days, yeah, I have fear every day because of my failing health. I think that's to be expected though.
EDIT:
Another thing I thought I'd mention is that my eye whites, or eyes overall, are different colors. The left eye, overall, has this yellowish tint over it. The right eye has this light bluish tint. Neither of them look normal. The left one looks drier than the right one also.
Here are three pics:
