Date:   2/19/2011 4:32:57 PM ( 13 y ago)
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I am ready to start my internal treatment. I am concerned about re-infection immediately, due to home infestation. I have a film growing on many items and areas of my home. Underneath this off-white, hardened, waxy, film are the black and brown bugs? worms? fungus? I just don't know. I can hear these popping noises coming from my walls, drains, etc. My carpet is growing a film in many areas, which in turn, turns my green carpet into gold in areas of growth. My home is for sale. I plan to leave it all behind. I hope to at least get better, if I go to new environment, use new things and take the treatment protocol. I have nowhere to go. My home hasn't sold and now I worry about my home selling, while it is growing what appears to be a fungus. My doctor diagnosed me with a fungus on Friday. It looks like what is in my home. I think that I gave this to my home, since I am the only one who has ever lived here. It is 4 years old. These things pop in my vacuum cnnister, after I vacuum my house. My friend can hear these noises too. All I hear when I am falling asleep at night is what sounds like small things splatting on my walls. When I bathe, my hair and skin form bubbles, that pop loudly. I have been sick with morgellons for 8 years now. I'm so ill at this point. I feel like they are killing me quickly. I no longer have a real hair on my head. They are all thick, black and pure white, with tiny red/blue fibers too. It looks like bugs in the sink, after I try to get the matts from my hair. My clothes are full of the prickley white and black specks. I am on a low fixed income, so I don't have much money to fix my house infestation. My walls are flat paint and if I wipe them, the paint peels off. I can't afford to tear out my carpets. If my house sells, (I hope no one else gets this), I am moving only myself and my car, which I can't get rid of. I am trying to come up with a quick plan of acxtion. I need to find a way to get this stuff out of my car, it's filmy too. So, I plan to start meds, leave everything except my car, buy new bedding, clothing, shoes, towels, etc. in small amounts and put items in tubs and garbage bags, sleep on a blow up bed, keep up with meds and bathing in vinegar, Arm and Hammer, etc. daily, wearing new clothes only once and in the meantime, keep my car infestation down and do whatever I need to do to protect my new environment from getting infected. My symptoms don't improve any longer when i'm away from home, so I must work on preventing car/home/body re-infestation. I have so much fatigue and brain fog, i'm not sure that I can keep up with it or remember it all. All I ever want to do is sleep, even though my joints hurt while sleeping. It feels so un-doable, with no help from anyone available. But, if I don't try this and do it well and relentlessly, I believe I will be dead very soon. Does anyone here have a complete, car, home, meds, body, get better protocol, in a format, together, that I can print? My mind just isn't able to sort thru info right, any longer. I can't stay on task, remember things, be organized or find energy now. I am now stupid. Please, if anyone has a complete protocol, for a severely infected person, in an easy to follow format, I would be so thankful. I'm not expecting a cure, just hoping to get some long lasting relief or improvement, because I can't keep going in this way. No appetite, bowel troubles, molds and fungi, bugs, lethargy, brain fog, itching, stinging, crawling, worms always on my face, etc. I haven't heard others talk about the noises. Is this unusual? After 8 years, this part began about 6 months ago. Please help me. Thank you all so much.
 

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