Date:   12/29/2010 6:50:49 AM ( 15 y ago)
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Hi everyone - I'm a 26 year old male. Please share any stories or information with me.

I've had candida related symptoms for years (chronic muscle pain, fogginess, anxiety, depression, acne) that I've only recently realised was Candida.

My diet has been VERY healthy for well over a year (+I'm vegan, and a healthy one, I cover all my bases with REAL food). But I was still having a ton of fruit during that time (I'm guessing the Sugar affected things and stopped me from making complete progress - although I did improve in many ways - especially my skin). Heres the main problem:

I've been taking probiotics (country life), solaray yeast cleanse and oregano oil (the oregano oil for maybe 2 weeks, and I switched to the country life daily dophilus this week). Also, I have a plain diet of brown rice, veggies, nuts, seeds and water and herbal tea. Pretty much what Ive become used to eating but without any Sugar (ie. No fruit). The new no Sugar diet has been going for maybe a month. And today I'm having lots of "old" issues.

To sum up my background - I had a lot of relationship issues a few years ago (and actually forever if you want to include childhood things, haha) and I hadn't been able to get the "right" feelings towards love and sexua| issues - I just felt really stiffled, anxious and negative overall. Since then I've really worked on myself ALOT and progressed a lot - I'm actually a very positive guy and I've accomplished a lot of my dreams even with the candida stuff (which I'm quite proud of) but feeling genuinely good would be great! But yeah - I dealt with my issues and went through some dark dark times and came out much stronger.

Recently I met a women and we've been seeing quite a bit of each other and I've really fallen in love for the first time in a long long time. I've been really excited to see her and its a good feeling to have and its been feeling great (together). I've had other opportunities over the years - but this is just so different.

Then today (on a day we made plans to go on another date) I suddenly got home and felt really bad - and I've been having really negative thoughts and I'm not sure if its gonna work and if I'm gonna hurt her and there are gonna be fights and etc. etc. Thing is I know this stuff isn't the truth and its just old perceptions or feelings, a lot of it really seems ridiculous like its not a fear of mine anymore, but still I get the old feelings that used to come with it. Its gotten me feeling, I dunno - a little afraid. Because all this stuff is rushing back and my feelings don't support whats actually happening to me - I mean, this relationship I'm having is like out of a story book, I sometimes can't believe its been happening the way it has (but I do try to tell myself I deserve it). I don't want to feel like this, and I don't want to mess everything up. I feel like this is what I've been waiting for and I really want to just love and enjoy this and I want to be with this women, but my feelings and thoughts are freakin me out. And my head is getting tighter and tighter.

I don't believe its a coincedence though - Soon after I took the oregano oil (in combination with the other stuff) Ive become really sick, and now these emotional issues are popping up - and its all at the same time that this relationship is happening. (Other symptoms: Increased muscle pain and anxiety)

I'm just tired of being alone, and working on myself - and allowing myself to "feel what I'm feeling" and all that. So this is my low - and I don't know anyone who I really talk to or would understand what I've had to deal with in terms of candida. And I appreciate any feedback (specifically about die off and emotional issues) and the effort it took to read this long post. (Also, I've been feeling pretty good - ready to date, etc. etc. Just relaxed - for a while. These feelings just showed up outa nowhere)


 

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