Date:   12/15/2010 7:29:57 PM ( 14 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1738689

today was bad, woke up fairy ok.

I ate brown rice an carrots/celery fo rbreakfast, with hcl an enzymes. also vitamins. E,A,D,C,selenium,B2/5/6.

After a bit, i was having crying spells, out of reality, something in my head almost.

Then i ate some turkey/macadamian nuts. I tested pulse an didnt seem to be allergic.

Then now i'm very bad, extreme anxiety, feel like nothings real, my body parts feel mixed up, i can like feel/see WORDS coming out of my mouth, f***ing scaring the shit out of me. crying spells an want to kill myself really bad. dont even feel like living is real an i just wanna wake up.

I had to take a xanax, i been trying to ween off it, but i took one. I still midly feel the symptoms, an very foggy/dream state but i'm gonna lie down.

Also yesterday i took a drop of Lugols 2%. I was really itchy last night an eyes kept seeing stuff felt like something moving in them so i didnt take it today, not sure if that had an effect.

Might be worth noting i've had this small lump left side of throat i think below adams apple, hard to tell. It comes an goes an sometimes it almost itches cause i can feel it there. other times i barely feel it at all.
 

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