Date:   10/5/2010 12:02:25 AM ( 14 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1701702

I know Willowly ..I feel like a total failure.. I am a really bad example for others on here which I never meant to be at all . I was only mearely trying to find answers and discuss my issues ..apparently some things should have been posted elsewhere ..sometimes I feel like I am being scolded for being myself though. you can't imagine the thoughts I have in my mind on a daily basis .

its not that the want to is not there ..its the fear thats keeping me from doing a lot of the things I should be doing .. but at the same time I know there are some things that I could be doing for sure like the bowel cleansing,flushes,juicing ..and then slowly introducing the superfood again .. I am just waiting till can get my bills caught up first before I go shopping for all the goodies for juice ..

you know there will always be reasons/excuses why we dont do the things we need to do

apparently I am full of em but the financial thing is on spot this time ..I gotta gain control of that first and I really am working on that .

I know you mean well Miss Willow and I know all the things you say are correct and I thank you for putting those hard to read words in a kind loving way for me ..I have not got the time to go through all my back posts tonight as it is getting late and I gotta work tomorrow but I will ..I think that will be good medicine for me .. I am gonna have to do this I know that .. and I plan on it I really do ..

It is however through therapy that I have learned that my problems still come from intense fear/anxieties and phobias which I am still trying to conquer..

I love ya very much and appreciate you from the bottom of my heart ..you are a sweet sweet lady Miss Willow .
and truly a blessing to me

hugs
Anne_33
 

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