Date:   8/18/2010 3:55:09 AM ( 15 y ago)
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Try to hang in there I know it is very hard emotionally but don't give up. Everytime negative thoughts come into your head and you are overwhelmed emotionally just pray To God and he will give you comfort and strength emotionally to deal with this bo burden. Also think about how much you love your kids and how much they need you. I go through this bo problem everyday like today I was walking in my backyard getting exercise and fresh air and I smell so bad that the people that attend the church next door to me can smell me from a distance because everytime I go outside all of a sudden I start seeing faces looking at me like I got their attention somehow and not in a good way most likely my bo got their attention. One time a little kid looked out the church window and pointed his finger at me and said you gross. I feel ya on the guys approaching you issue too like there was this one guy who had a crush on me a while back when I did not have a bo problem he use to always compliment me and I recently seen him at a grocery store while I was shopping and my dad also knows him and I just wanted to run out of the store embarassed by my bo but I did not want to look rude so I stayed in the store and I was hoping he won't come anywhere near me for fear of him smelling me but unfortunately he did and he said damn and I knew he was referring to my bo. I don't know if he knew it was me cause we were in a big store with many people around so he might have thought it was somebody else but still the fact that I was there and he could have possibly known it was coming from my direction was embarassing. I only have 2 friends and my family I lost alot of friends once I got this bo but the way I see it if they were really my friends they would have stayed friends with me so in reality I only found out who was really a true friend and who was not and I don't need fake friends. I also don't have a job due to this bo the last time I worked was 3 yrs ago and I ended up quitting because I could not take the rude reactions of other employess no longer they made me the mockery of the job like I was a thing not a human being who had feelings I can't tell you how many times I went home and just cried and cried. I don't have a social life either.I pray and hope you find a cure for your bo and just keep in mind when you are feeling very down there is someone else going through the same thing. Life can always be worse. What helps me alot is to count my Blessings like my family, pets, home etc. If you just dwell on the negative that's all your gonna see but when you think about all the good in your life you realize I am Blessed in many ways this is just one burden I need to ask God to help me with. I pray that God helps you and comforts you when your feeling down he is real and loves you and knows the emotional pain you are enduring and will give you peace if you call upon him and ask for help. Take care:)
 

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