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Selling My Blood by rudenski ..... Poetry Forum

Date:   8/2/2010 10:04:35 AM ( 14 y ago)
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Selling My Blood


I don't know how...
Don't know how...
I can't tell you right now
I wanted to call you
To tell you
To hold you
To tell you
I love you
I wanted to tell you how
Being gone from you
Has been to me
My personal hell
But now the dawn arrived
Dawn has arrived....
The dawn finally came...
Cuz here I am
I am weak
I am tired
But here I am
Here I am...
And there you are
There you are...
So far away
You are
so far away

The last time I called you
To tell you I love you
I called you...
But I didn't know what I would say
And still
I knew what you were going to say
To me
And still I knew what you'd say
When are you going to come see me?
Are you going to come see me today?
Come see me today?
I'll never say...
But I don't know how...
Don't know how....
But still I say I'll come see you anyway
Still I say,
I'll be coming to see you real soon...

But I don't know how...
Don't know how...
I've run out of time
I don't have even the gas
No food in my belly
A slow leak in my tire
No gas in the car
It's been 4 weeks now
How did I ever let it get down to this?
Sell my blood?
Sell my blood...
And still here I am
Still here I aM...
here I am...

I won't ever tell you
But this morning
The morning I sold my blood
The blood I sold
I sold my blood
And it went cold back through me
My blood ran cold
Right through me
A frozen spear in my arm
But I am coming to see you
I am going to come see you
To see you

I know I could make it right to you
But then I know I won't make it back
So here I am
Still here I am
Here I am
One more day
Then one more day...
One more time
I'll sell my blood
One more time
Then I'll be there by the dawn

I always wanted you to look up to me
Wanted to take care of you
And still
Long ago
I should have been past all of this
I don't have even the gas
No food in my belly
A slow leak in my tire
No gas in the car
It's been 4 weeks now
And still here I am
Still here I am.
here I am.

How did I ever let it get down to this?
A father should be more than that
A father should be more
More than that
I am coming right to you
But I've been delayed
Now I'll come right there to you
I'll be there real soon
With even a slow leak in my tire
I am the one
Who is supposed to be there for you
A father should be more than that
A father should be more
More than that

No more blood to give
No more blood to take
But here I am
Here I am
The dawn arrives
Here you are
I am tired
But here you are
Here you are
I am tired
But here I am
Here you are
I am tired
But here you are
Resting in my bruised arms
In my bruised arms
resting...

rudi
 

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