Date:   6/15/2010 11:54:24 AM ( 14 y ago)
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Hey,
i am trying to start a fast Tues. 6/15/10 also. I have...special circumstances that I need to post about to make sure of being really supported, but I will try and do this... I am fasting, I hope at some length, 21 days/30 days would be awesome, but I don't know if I have the courage to go that long, but I will see -- I am fasting for my regaining of my health from candidiasis/other dysbioses/leaky gut syndrome. (everything i eat now basically shoots through my over-permeable intestinal walls straight into my bloodstream, setting off hellish allergic/antigenic and even i guess autoimmune reactions; such hell; I am moreover a food addict and can FEEL myself destroying my body every time i eat since my body CANNOT handle food right now... the fast is pretty urgent -- or has been for a while, like years -- haha! :) ... :/ ... anyway, I so need a long fast but .. will post more later. so I want to start today or tomorrow. i am doing a lot of things to get all prepared today . Errands, laundry, buying distilled water, setting up entertainment if at all possible. (what am I going to read/watch??? i don't know)... hey, I need to learn EFT, too, to get through the emotional difficulty of fasting. .. Anyone with EFT or SElf-Hypnosis links please send 'em!!! I am sort of excited. I am realistic -- I am not TOO excited. i know I will be emotionally MISERABLE on the fast (not being negative, just realistic. but I COULD affirm: "the fast will be pleasurable and easy and i will never ever want to overeat again!"
I am giving up my addiction and this seems hard -- but I know it has worked in the past for me just to keep posting here on the forum about my misery when I am miserable .. it has kept me on fasts in the past. I want to commit to posting here should I get "nervous" about continuing the fast to some length. I think if I were just totally upfront about my whole condition and situation and really asked for support (and GOT support instead of fear/ignorance/"nervousness" back.... I do encounter these... I am scared about this... i just really as part of my preparation for this fast have got to do a lot of reading to get my mindset into a really really fasting-supportive and unafraid mode. I need to write about my fears and address them with research. ) -- if i got support or maybe even if I didn't, I would achieve a fast of some length. i am in touch with a person who is currently fasting at length for major healing.. i want him to be my example.

strange how the misery of being without my drug of choice (food) scares me more than the prospect of total physical breakdown - haha! :) I am oh so tough... in a way!
 

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