Date:   5/26/2010 8:00:09 PM ( 14 years ago ago)
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BlueRose, thanks for your comment,
it already has been mentioned that moving out from this toxic environment would be good (not the best) solution, but I would add "One of the easiest". Why?
Soon its gonna be one year since I began to go deep into this subject... all these books, movies, forums,... and I have to admit that understanding all of that gives me strength, the truth and logic gives me stability and my own personality beside these toxic parents of mine. But I'm only the half way to the truth cause I'm still in silence.
If I just walk away from this issue and let it stay buried, deep down nothing will change. My fear of intimacy with girlfriends will just keep eating every my relationship and destroy it. Everybody will stay stuck in denial. I can make changes from the outside, but i MUST make changes from the inside to heal.
I also understand that it is not my job to heal my father, mother and sister, but I cannot run away and turn my back from it.
Yes, my time stopped while doing this work, but I feel alive, can feel the truth, the purity.
I will fight, and open their eyes.
 

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