Date:   10/14/2009 9:59:41 PM ( 15 y ago)
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This is my 6th week. It's been really weird. NO fever whatsoever, but all the symptoms of the "head cold" I had 2 1/2 years ago, when my coworker and friend who had the same symptoms died (I still haven't gotten over THAT). The strangest thing now, as it was back then, is that I feel better for as long as I'm INDOORS, and much, much worse if I as much as spend 20 minutes OUTDOORS, as in out on my balcony (which is something I love to do :( ). Obviously, during these 6 weeks (although I took some time off) I was better while at home during weekends mainly, and got progressively worse as I went BACK to work. Hated every second of it, as I'm NOT the person to do it on purpose, and it certainly started to look like that, even to ME.

I feel exactly the same way I felt 2 1/2 years ago. Really, really weak, NO energy or willingness to do anything (EXTREMELY unusual for me), pain in my ears and also along the front and the BACK, channels I never knew existed. MOST of all, the feeling of ALL those channels filled with WOOL or COTTON. Pain. Pain. Pain.

I took some 200 gr. of vitamin C (NO bowel tolerance limit hit yet over the first 24 hours, tonnes more since then), upped my I2 intake to over 120 mg per day, Se, Mg, Colloidal Silver , homeopathic remedies, chiropractic, acupuncture, you name it! I don't know what the $%^@ else to do!!!! IT is not going anywhere and I WANT it to go away!

This is NOT, NOT, NOT psychosomatic!!! There's nothing more that I want rather than stopping this vicious circle of feeling better while being indoors and taking care of myself, versus being OUTDOORS while taking care of myself, with ZERO results, which essentially, makes me look like a freeloader!!! I HATE every second of it!

I'm now on a 5 day-vacation which I'm spending in my home, trying to get a new computer for myself (the old one passed away, RIP) it'll be a couple of more days and hopefully, the new one will work (it's a USED one, since I can't afford a new one just yet - dreaming of a Mac!!!). I'm excited about it, and can't wait to have my own little "thing" to use without begging an d pleading for it!

Should I up my I2 intake??? Trapper, my love, when ARE you going to start shipping to Canada, for the CZers who really, really, LOVE you???? Hopefully, BEFORE I die...
 

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