Date:   2/1/2003 1:34:27 AM ( 21 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=149356

well I have been having emotional wanting to eat too.I got a neat/weird sign today the very tip of my tongue went bright red a little sore. I like that kind of stuff It gives me hope and power to do another day.because I know somthin's going on.I wish i knew what.
have you got ropes? I have just had stringy slimy things.Is that the muciod ?
The time I spend with my Partner after the kids are in bed kills me because I use up all my caleries during the day with the kids and about every third day I do a kind of walk run because I'm learning how to run in a running clinic those- days are harder.
I find before I was just in the moment day by day. but now I have another mind thing going on with thinking how many more days?
I need to just live and not focus on the cleanse because athough it's great, from a moment to moment drink to drink It's not that exciting. you know I wish I could remember what I wrote in the long post but it was long ago.
I think my breath is better now, a bit anyway people don't seem to run. oh I have alot of wieght to loose the opposite of you if I remember clearly. I have had good insight s because I am not as attached to the wieght loss because I hear you gain it back ( but I can't imagine all of it ) Anyhow just understanding that I can exist aside from food and fretign about my wieght- quite freeing really
well it's late and I am spent. sorry my postings are not so stimulating but I am always tired at night.
I am so happy that you posted I feel like I have a partner in fast now.
you sound like you are getting alot of toxins out.I too have been shoving the toxins in all 32 years and over the holidays I think I ate half my body wieght in chocolate
so keep with it !
and I don't find the drinks yummy any more it's turning into something more like air I have to bring it and drink it to sustain myself ha I guess that's what food is supposed to be first and pleasure as a side affect huh?
goodnight from Canada
 

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