Date:   8/26/2009 3:04:28 PM ( 15 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=1479486

See.........some days I think I smell an odor than some days I don't smell anything at all. But then when I do think I smell I notice between fishy, garbage like, rubberish, smokey, sour like smells....Its really crazy but this what I've overheard others say about the smell. I tell you and I've tried everything to get control of this. Including seeing doctors and I'm still searching and trying to find a doctor who will listen and especially test me for TMAU. I believe I could have that. Because if it wasn't true that I didn't smell why would everybody say those every single day to me. What's more confusing my family tells me they don't never smell me and if I did they would tell me right away. To be honest I don't eat alot of Sugar and meat. But every once in a while and I only drink water or juices. But I do notice when I eat a heavy meal or eat any seafood and wear lotions or perfumes the smell is very bad. I can tell by the reactions I get from everybody or the embarrassing comments they make whenever I'm around. I've overheard one person say " She should be arrested for that. Just walking around like that." That comment right there messed me up for days. Nobody in this world could ever feel what I feel. I feel like a freak and what's sad. I can't keep no friends because of others spreading gossip about me. Telling them "Somethings wrong with her." Especially when comes to guys who like me. Somebody always gets to them first before they approach me to where they end up avoiding me or laughing at me. I just don't understand it. Why am I going through this and just wish I can make this stop because it ruining all my relationships with others. People who use to respect me don't respect me anymore. But constantly gossip about me and dirty looks. Plus I'm not comfortable anymore being in public. My confidence was way up but now its crumbling down again.
 

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